I'm not happy!!!

I'M NOT HAPPY!!!! Even i had everything i wanted, I'm still unhappy.. Somehow i felt empty deep inside.. I'm hell sooooooo tired, but i can't get myself to sleep.. I have the strong urge of crying, i seriously don't what's wrong with me.. I just feel terribly upset.. I don't how to make this fucking unbearable feeling go away.. I have extended my heart towards its further end.. I'm truly freaking exhausted.. FUCK!!!! FUCK!!!! FUCK!!!! : (