Early Celebration of BIRTHDAY!! : )

LADIES

Fri morning, honey suddenly send me a sms, asking me out for dinner.. I tot it will jus normal gathering with LADIES.. Actually i didn't expect it was a early celebration of mine birthday, but a pig send me the wrong msg, but still touched for the efforts you guys put in... Although i don't why you all will want to have one, i never ask too.. Ha.. Gotten birthday present by LADIES, fu and teacher(i not sure whether is he in too).. Had loads of yummy food, endless of shopping spree(loads of cotton on new clothes,i'm loving it), loads of fun, laughter and of cause cam-whoring as usual.. Thanks a million to you guys, thank you very very much for today.. I LOVE ALL OF YOU!! Really, I HEART YOU ALL GUYS TO THE MAX.. Forever and always.. : )

I won't step into a new relationship ever again!

If loving someone is so diffcult, i won't step into a relationship ever again.. If i know starting a relationship will only ended up with heartache, i will never start a relationship ever again.. If tears is the only the thing you can ever give me, then i will never want to start a relationship ever again.. Having flu made my mood and feeling more worst..

Super fun friday and and saturday!! : )

My favourite pic of the day : )

Fri night meet fu at *our usual place* to play swing/sparkles/bubbles.. One of the swing was spoilt, so fu can't play.. Hahaz.. But i really enjoyed playing swing, when it go up and down it made me felt that all my troubles, saddens and unhappiness are all gone, i swing it way high up away.. Okays, i know i'm being random.. Ha.. I like to play sparkles and see it burnt off, but I'M AFRAID TO LIGHT IT.. Tat stupid pig kept on laughing(what's so funny actually).. Then went for late supper(fattening huh) with daddy, edwin and of cause sis.. Girls are like that, they like to order loads of foods, but they can never finish it.. Ha.. So this is what my sis and i did, causing edwin and fu to be so so so full, i think they wanted to vomit at that moment.. Ha.. Then sat, went town again.. Done the usual stuffs(my all time favourite *SHOPPING*), brought quite some stuffs.. Fu was stopping me and nagging again.. Ha.. Suddenly i have the urge to go to Vivo, just to go the sky park(how so free can i be).. After chilling at there for awhile, decided to go to fu's house, because he want to show me his stupid arsenal stadium(cost 95 bucks), wtf right? Crazy huh.. Guys are like that can spend so freaking much on soccer stuffs.. His bed sheet is mine loved, but he don't want to give it to me lei, so bad de.. Starting to ask him to pack his room, cause is very messy(to me only bahz, i suppose), then he said "My mummy also never like that nag and bother me lorz. " He always bully his poor mummy, so i must save auntie.. Hahaz.. Cam-whoring in his room is fun.. Ha.. Then went for supper again(omg, fat, fat, fat) this time round i didn't order anything, cause i scare i can't finish again.. Have loads of fun on daddy's car, sis joined in too.. u can't open his eyes when my sis's camera flashlight was too bright, but i could.. This is why I'm a girl.. Ha.. My weekends are always fun, tired and happy.. Hoho.. (Mine mantou-s, am i right?)

My guardian pig!! = )

People always has guardian angles.. But i don't have, because i had a guardian pig.. My guardian pig is always there for me, throughout the darkest hours.. Whenever I'm sad, my guardian pig is always the first one to catch my tears.. Whenever I'm happy, my guardian pig is always the first one to smile with me.. Whenever I'm angry, my guardian pig is always there for me, to let me vent my anger.. Whenever I'm alone, my guardian pig is always there to let me feel the accompany.. Whenever I'm lost, my guardian pig is always there to show me the right way out.. For all these I'm grateful.. Thanks god for sending me such a wonderful guardian pig, although he is not an angel, but he had does every single things that i thought angles could have did.. Thank you, my guardian pig.. = )

Fun day out yet again with my LADIES!!

Went out with my ladies on sat.. Ha.. To my surprise, i am the earliest among them to reach the meeting place.. Cause i was woken by someone.. Ha.. Chong Yin Zhi is late late late late late.. Stupid her.. Shopped around with her for guni's birthday present.. Walked, walked and walked, so tired.. Ate sushi buffet, fulled to the max.. As usual, we took neo-print, fun, fun, and fun.. I brought a super duper cute wallet.. Finally, i found the book i wanted, Broken.. I always thought is named Abused, no wonder my sis can't find it.. Ha.. Then went to bugis, wei rong and gin came to meet us, after walking around, we decided to go play majong(our shared love) at gin's hse, I'm the loser again(as usual).. Is funny, whenever zhi played at dearie's hse, she always win, but at gin's hse she always lose till crazy.. Ha, like a curse huh.. Ha.. Today is a tired, fun, crazy, happy and exciting day..

PS. My ladies can always make my world so colourful.. : )

Made of honor is a great movie!!

Watched Made of honour, is great.. But i don't know why i cried, when no one does.. Some parts of the movie just touched me.. Hmmm.. Maybe something meant to be left unsaid, but if you don't take a chance, you will never know what is the ending.. Or maybe sometime trying also no use.. Many things are just fated.. I did loads of laughing today.. Hahaz.. Okays, I'm being so random.. I'm somehow just emotionally-exhausted..

I'm much more happier then before!

Happier me : )
Fav soup cooked by mummy..

I had to admit at first it was really hard, real hard.. It was hard to pretend that i had already forgotten about you.. It was hard to act as if nothing had happened when the memories are still so strong.. It was hard to not to feel anything about the sting of pain in my heart when people mentioning your name.. It was hard to hold back the tears when it had already filled my eyes.. It was hard to smile when i can't even do it.. It was hard to pretend that I'm alright when I'm on verge of breaking down.. It was all very very hard for me.. But i have gone through so much, came so far, with all my dearest friends helping me, being by my side, i had overcome all these hardship.. To me now everything is just fine, i had already went through the worst and the toughest time so what is all these hardship to me? Everything seems easy to me now.. It is easy for me to smile even when i think of you(your promises is so laughable), it is easy for me to not to cry when i don't even need to, it is easy for me to forgot about you when you are already a past.. Sometime, something, somebody are just meant to be memory, or maybe you don't even deserve to be.. I don't know.. Now I'm much more happier without you, even though there was a period of time i thought i couldn't smile anymore without you.. I'm much more better off without you, i don't have to be in endless fear, sadness and spent sleepless nights ever again.. Thanks for leaving me, making me braver, stronger, more mature and carefree.. Although i don't believe in forever and trust love again, not anymore.. But i hope that someday I'm able to.. Perhaps i will.. No matter what is it, I'm much more happier now.. : )

分手时候说分手, 请不要说难忘记!

就让那回忆淡淡地随风去!

也许我会忘记, 也许会更想你, 也许已没有也许!

So Damn Tried!!! = (

Early in the morning, must drag/forcing myself to wake up is such a hard chore for me.. But no choice i had to do this everyday, so can u people imagine how moody can i be in the weekdays morning? Today was special, because laopo came to meet me, to go sch together.. It was so sweet of her to travel all the way to my hse downstairs.. Seriously, i really freaking missed the past i had shared with my ladies, even last time also must wake up early, but i wasn't that upset after all because i know i will get to see my lovely girlfriends in class(which made me happy everyday).. Time really files like nobody business huh.. Ha.. Is only the time of starting lesson made me pissed off and the teachers made me fed-up too, other that all these actually I'm quite happy in my sch.. The lesson is ok, the workload is bearable, the food is eatable, the break-hour is long too, most importantly are my two best friends, both of them made my boring/tiring schooling life better and colourful.. I LIKE MONDAY THE BEST.. Because lesson ends at 11am(yeah man), and especially today Wei Cai brought psp to class, i forget the game name he taught me to play, but is SO SUPER DUPER FUN FUN FUN!!! I made quite loads of noise but meiqi can still slp like nothing happened.. Wei Cai said," You are so funny lorz, i first time see people can play game till so high and so excited.. Really got so fun mehz?" Then here go his non-stop laughing, influencing me laughing too.. I hope that everyday can be just like that, lessons can start late and end early, teachers can don't bother us playing psp, we can always have stuffs to make us laugh like no tomorrow.. How great will it be? And if there were no PROJECTS, PRESENTATION and HOMEWORK i will really be a good girl, i will go school everyday on time and i will not skip school.. But this is all my day-dream, so I STILL HATED SCHOOL TO THE MAX!!

Os. If only i can cab to sch/hm everyday, how best and great it can be.. Money please drop down from the sky, let me pick.. Ha..

What happens in VEGAS

Went to watch What happens in VEGAS with honey, tim and fu is always the four of us.. Did a quite wilful thing, when we are all in the theatre, i suddenly told fu i want to eat nachos, he had no choice but to go buy for me, and in the end i didn't finish it, bad huh.. Ha.. That's how we used to behave.. Something happened today, causing you to be more and more far away from me, stranger, you are just a stranger to me now, how sad huh? But is you choose to let things became this way.. Just suddenly remember what someone told me, "What comes around go around".. Maybe I'm really not good enough for you, but who care, when you are already hell far out from my mind.. Ha.. Can't wait Made of honour.. : )

PS. When people had lost things they used to have, then they will started to treasure it, is it true? I suppose so..