我在幸福的门外,却一直都进不来!

What does HOPE means? If only letting go won't hurt, i might had did it already.. If only saying goodbye was easy, i will be biding you goodbye.. If only love contain happiness, i won't be afraid to fall for it no matter how many times.. If only your love was everlasting, i will be contented.. If only my feeling for you had faded, perhaps i will be way happier.. If only your promises were all true, i will believe in fairytale.. But i guess is nothing in the end, all those waiting/giving in/love/patience is zero.. Maybe i should really give up this time, I'm tried really am..

Ps.终于看开爱回不来, 而我总是太晚明白..